Luckily my hero saved the day by bringing me shopping and allowing me to indulge in 4 pairs of shoes, which he paid for! :)
Such a lovely darling... *muackz*
.....One of the fallen ones.....
I'm still where I am. No changes as things didn't work out as I hoped. Guess I'll just stick it out abit longer till I have the chance and choice to think about changes.
Mr A's on his cycling trip to Malaysia again. And I've just put naughty Phoebe to bed. Feeling tired out but not willing to sleep just yet as it seems to me my weekends are just zooming by too quickly.
To be honest, sometimes I do wonder if this is what I want. But at times when I see sweet Phoebe smiling at me and calling me mummy in her sweetest voice ever possible, I will not have a doubt that this is worth it. Just that there will be times when she's naughty or whiney, that I will wonder to myself why in the world did I choose such a life.
Sigh. Humans are really contradictory.
I really should be contented with what I have now and be happy. The rest will work out on its own.
How to when he starts comparing you with the ex?
How to when he starts saying you are all just the same.. demanding and demanding only?
Sian. My happiness level is really dropping.
Maybe it's really better to be gf/bf than married. I'm seriously not getting the happiness of being married.
How to have a 2 way conversation when decisions are made one sided - leaving no room for discussions?
You can't blame me for keeping quiet if you've already made all the decisions ahead. What reaction do you want me to have when you already went ahead to buy a set of new wheels that cost a few k without discussing with me? On the other hand you have been telling me time and again how tight we are financially and how I shouldn't anyhow spend? Seriously what kind of reaction do you want me to give?
I'm tired. I hate feeling upset for not having respect shown. That's why I don't have any emotions anymore.
You can do whatever you want. I don't care and I don't want to care.
It's really wonderful being able to open my eyes to see the world clearly without scrambling for my glasses.
Really think this is a perfect Christmas gift to myself for 2012. :))
I'm glad I didn't chicken out and went for it!