Kinda drained after 2 big meetings today.. feeling half hearted about my moolah source these days. On one hand, i'm bored with routine. On the other hand, I like the routine. Am in a dilemma now on whether I should continue with the routine or start looking around.. Hmm...
Oh Ya.. Am on the train back home now and dear just called. Chatted for a short while though.. He hasn't managed to get the hoiio working coz he hasn't gotten the sim card nor is there internet access for him to connect to hoiio. Gosh.. Think the phone bills charges are going to cost a bomb! :/ but I do miss him badly and I think he misses me too. So, it's money that's gotta be spent.
Okay.. Think that's about it for now...
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Day 3 out of 43..
Didn't drive to work yesterday and today even though i really should try.. i think i will do that next week, after i am more or less familiar with driving this weekend (which i think i WILL be driving quite a bit).
Anyway, Mr A called me yesterday at 11+pm for a short 2mins just to let me know that all is fine except for some arrangements that went wrong - which ended up with him not sleeping much for the whole day. And thus, the short phone call.
Oh well. At least he called, right?
Came home straight after work for both yesterday and today, packing foodie for sis and myself on the way back. Didn't fetch mum too as she said that she can manage her own way home. And so, 2 mundane days have passed.
40 more to go.. =\
***
Added a countdown thingy yesterday when i didn't have much to do. And it is now counting down to the seconds for Mr A to come back. Hehe! Childish, i know, but then it's quite useful! Maybe i should set up another one for counting down to our trip end of the year.
Seems so exciting! But i'm more looking forward to Mr A coming back!
Alrighty. Time to go and do some sit ups and catch some sleep! Have 2 big meetings tomorrow and i am SURE that we will ALL get it from that woman after the meetings, because that's what she is best at - shooting us down when she herself get shot.
Oh well. Night night!
Anyway, Mr A called me yesterday at 11+pm for a short 2mins just to let me know that all is fine except for some arrangements that went wrong - which ended up with him not sleeping much for the whole day. And thus, the short phone call.
Oh well. At least he called, right?
Came home straight after work for both yesterday and today, packing foodie for sis and myself on the way back. Didn't fetch mum too as she said that she can manage her own way home. And so, 2 mundane days have passed.
40 more to go.. =\
***
Added a countdown thingy yesterday when i didn't have much to do. And it is now counting down to the seconds for Mr A to come back. Hehe! Childish, i know, but then it's quite useful! Maybe i should set up another one for counting down to our trip end of the year.
Seems so exciting! But i'm more looking forward to Mr A coming back!
Alrighty. Time to go and do some sit ups and catch some sleep! Have 2 big meetings tomorrow and i am SURE that we will ALL get it from that woman after the meetings, because that's what she is best at - shooting us down when she herself get shot.
Oh well. Night night!
Monday, October 19, 2009
Baby Ace @ 3 weeks old..
Sunday, October 18, 2009
And off he goes..
It's weird. Really.
I've never really sent him off on any of his trips before, and so, today felt really... weird. I've always picked him up, but never sent him off. And i must say, i don't like the feeling. Not AT ALL.
He fetched me and his parents to Changi Terminal 3, and decided there and then that I should just take the car and head back. No hanging around the Terminal with him. 'I'll be busy and i don't think i will be able to 'entertain' you' he said. And so, at the arrival drop off point, he got off (with his parents - they wanted to walk around the place) and planted a quick kiss on my lips.
No hugs, no words. Because his parents were watching, and the car cannot be parked there for too long anyway. 'Be careful on the way back. Give me a call when you reach your brother's.' he said. And off he went, into the terminal.
Sigh. The feeling of loneliness is hard to describe. Really. I even teared abit, but i know it's silly, because he will be back in 43 days. But, the feeling was just indescribable. =\
The drive back was scary, because this is really the first time i have driven so far anywhere, alone. The last time i drove that far, was when he came back from India. And my mum was with me. This time round, i was all alone.
Didn't exit when I was supposed to on ECP, and ended up at Rocher, and Bugis, and the fear in me was so much that i felt suffocated - the GPS was a great help, although i really should have gotten out at that exit when it told me to.
It has always been more reassuring when he was next to me. Although he nags, but at least i know he is looking out for me. Today, i was all alone. Somehow, i had no choice but to calm my nerves and following the trusty GPS, i managed to drive back to Bukit Timah Expressway, and finally got back to AYE - a route i am truly familiar with. And after a gruelling 45mins, i managed to reach my brother's place.
Walking alone to my brother's place, i felt really lonely because he was not there to hold my hand when i walk and accompany me when i am bored. Sigh. I miss him already. Really.
How am i supposed to manage 43 days without him? Sigh.
Oh well. I guess times will pass by REALLY quickly. I really hope so.
I've never really sent him off on any of his trips before, and so, today felt really... weird. I've always picked him up, but never sent him off. And i must say, i don't like the feeling. Not AT ALL.
He fetched me and his parents to Changi Terminal 3, and decided there and then that I should just take the car and head back. No hanging around the Terminal with him. 'I'll be busy and i don't think i will be able to 'entertain' you' he said. And so, at the arrival drop off point, he got off (with his parents - they wanted to walk around the place) and planted a quick kiss on my lips.
No hugs, no words. Because his parents were watching, and the car cannot be parked there for too long anyway. 'Be careful on the way back. Give me a call when you reach your brother's.' he said. And off he went, into the terminal.
Sigh. The feeling of loneliness is hard to describe. Really. I even teared abit, but i know it's silly, because he will be back in 43 days. But, the feeling was just indescribable. =\
The drive back was scary, because this is really the first time i have driven so far anywhere, alone. The last time i drove that far, was when he came back from India. And my mum was with me. This time round, i was all alone.
Didn't exit when I was supposed to on ECP, and ended up at Rocher, and Bugis, and the fear in me was so much that i felt suffocated - the GPS was a great help, although i really should have gotten out at that exit when it told me to.
It has always been more reassuring when he was next to me. Although he nags, but at least i know he is looking out for me. Today, i was all alone. Somehow, i had no choice but to calm my nerves and following the trusty GPS, i managed to drive back to Bukit Timah Expressway, and finally got back to AYE - a route i am truly familiar with. And after a gruelling 45mins, i managed to reach my brother's place.
Walking alone to my brother's place, i felt really lonely because he was not there to hold my hand when i walk and accompany me when i am bored. Sigh. I miss him already. Really.
How am i supposed to manage 43 days without him? Sigh.
Oh well. I guess times will pass by REALLY quickly. I really hope so.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Ace at 2 weeks old..
How??? Cute??? Hehe!
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